Life is a free verse,
there are are no coincidence only inevitability. Life is a free verse,
dare yourself not to falter on this menacing reality.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
on with the
1st day? yeah. weird. boring. crucial. boring and absurd. so what will i expect? hm. probably more rainy days, wet street, less sleep. more things to do and so on. wala lang just posting this para naman may mapost. xurrently reading english lit and anglo saxon with beowolf
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im not really into blogger - the main reason why i can't maintain this site. im not into posting everything - anything. there's so many work to do here and i'm to lazy to do it. :)) Hands down to all of you that can post once a day rather than once in a lifetime.... just like this post my mind is suffering from nonsense and laziness, with a mix of being gluttonous and sleepaholic - if there's such word.
Vacation days are almost over, and i must adjust my sleeping time from 3am -1pm to 10pm- 5am and i have no idea how to do it. hmmm maybe i can... punch myself ? sleeping pills? morphine? - almost the same drain my eyes? watch barny? read a whole book? .......dunno one thing for sure i can... close my eyes.
ha............... what else to say....... i don't know hahahahaha. xori for wasting 2 mins of you life. next time i'll post something worth reading like the cruel witch of the north - kidding :)) or something like ... i hate my new section because it's the same with my section last year. and i really hate it because i do. - understand? yah i know, :))
boredom
" THE GREATEST THING YOU'LL EVER LEARN IS JUST TO LOVE AND BE LOVED IN RETURN"
madaling araw na, wala lang gusto ko lang magpost ng magpost.
Hindi ako kasi open ng iba na magsasabi ng sked ko ibang ato :)) who the f**k cares? :)) kailangan k bng sabihin ung intimate places or reasons sa kung anu anu? lalu na sa mga taong i never personally met? pa minsan minsan katulad ng recent post ko, sinasabi ko pero with intent to show sa iba na baka interested sila (like anu na meron sa school since i've seen it lately) but not to the point na sasabihin ko, "kasama ko sa film shooting project sa school eh" or "xori nagshoot kami ng MTV" kasi naman wala akong balak ipahayaaagg sa buoooonggg mundo ang mga ginagawa ko, lamang man sa iba or hinde. the same thing goes with brands and prices, bakit ba? anu naman kung 3k ang pantalon or 3 for 100? :)) wla ako pakielam doon, not because ayoko pakielaman, pero what's the use? hindi ko kailangan magyabang. basta ako bininili ko or sinasabi ang gusto ko or kailangan ko,. i live with my own rights and will. and i will never allow myself to be dominated by others for their own selfish reasons. i stand because i can, not because you can't. i live because i have life not because i am going to get yours. i am the way i am made for others and myself not just for you. in my own personal ideas, i have factuality and fictions, sins and martyrdom. i live the way i can, shall, will and may. - okay i'll stop the crap. but gusto ko lang malaman ng iba na hindi porket hindi ako nagsasabi about these and that, eh meron akong life that's as plain as boredom. - see i'm not putting any details. yun lang yn. i don't have to be vocal to each and everyone, because there are other to people who needs to talk to me.
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... bought some books, some uniform, a shoe, a jacket and ate. and i met some of my schoolmates inside the campus and inside SM. :)) nakita ko ung tulay na ginagawa sa school! at guys mukang may mag shoshooting muli galing ABS CBN sana di na nila gamitin ung canteen para di tayu mahihirapan! wahahaha at ang sofdrinks P25 isa! (halos ganun din naman diba?) so yeah next week labasan list ng sections
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pupunta ako ng school ngayun, bibili ng bagong uniform at books, ng sapatos at sando. magpapainstall ng xp sa laptop ng ate ko. kaya wala ako ng buong araw. period. bow. Tata! adios.
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So many movies with sequels so here are some of them: Ice Age 3 The Mummy 3 The Quantum of Solace - James bond (sequel to Casino Royal) The Dark Knight - Batman 2 High School Musical 3 Indiana Jones 4 Harry Potter : half blood Prince Toy Story 3 *3d Prince Caspian X files 2 : i want to believe The incredible Hulk Hellboy 2 The Golden Army Star Wars the Clone Wars Saw V Madagascar 2 The Punisher 2 : Warzone
And some of the movies coming up are based on a novel the Lovely bones Coraline - 2009 in 3d (IMAGINE 3D!) Life of Pi (?) - i'm not really sure about this The Happening
and in 2011, there are rumors that this year is going to be a "year of sequels for Disney" and if this is true we must see these films:
National Treasures 3 Pirates of the Caribbean 4 The Prince of Persia (sands of time) ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ if you want to see the trailers just type them in youtube. Some unfortunately doesn't have a trailer yet. and some are just rumors. If you want to confirm the said movie, go to IMDB.com or for more details.
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First there is desire Then... passion! Then... suspicion! Jealosy! Anger! Betrayel! Where love is for the highest bidder, There can be no trust. Without trust,. There is no love! Jealosy. Yes, jealosy... Will drive you
MAD!
Roxanne You don't have to put on that red light Walk the streets for money You don't care if it's wrong or if it is right Roxanne You don't have to wear that dress tonight Roxanne You don't have to sell your body to the night
(Christian, Ewan McGregor) His eyes upon your face His hand upon your hand His lips caress your skin It's more than I can stand (Roxanne) Why does my heart cry? (Roxanne) Feelings I can't fight You're free to leave me, but just don't deceive me And please believe me when I say I love you You que te quiero tanto, qué voy a hacer Me dejaste, me dejaste En un tango El alma se me fue Se me fue el corazon Ya no tengo ganas de vivir Porque no te puedo convencer Que no te vendas Roxanne (Roxanne, you don't have to put on that red light) Why does my heart cry? (Roxanne, you don't have to wear that dress tonight) Feelings I can't fight (Roxanne, you don't have to put on that red light) (Roxanne, you don't have to wear that dress tonight)
El tango de roxxane is a song from the movie Moulin Rouge. But what does Moulin Rouge means? Moulin = Windmill and Rouge for Red meaning, A Red Windmill. I really love this part because of its passion and the way it is done, it is really bold. For those who wants to watch this part, here is the clip:
it is quite different from the movie, i don't now why but this is not the exact clip.
i guess this is enough for a while, a new look for my resurrected blogspot. wahaha i'll try to post more if time will let me, and if there are anything to post.
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Now i'm entering 3rd year, how fast time goes by nah?
The summer of 2008 is one of my favorite summer 'cause we manage to have an overnight stay!!! yipeee! ( for my close friends i know that you know what had happened the past years) And i have read 8 novels this summer namely...
1) The witch of Portobello - Paulo Coelho 2) The Lovely bones - Alice Sebold 3) The Zahir - Paulo Coelho 4) The Wright 3 - Blue Balliet 5) The Joy Luck Club - Amy Tan 6) Dekada '70 - Lualhati Bautista 7) Ang Tundo Man May Langit Din - Andres Cristobal Cruz 8) Life of Pi - Yann Martel
and im currently reading : Les Miserables by Victor Hugo up next: Sa Mga kuko ng Liwanag *forgot the author Weeeeee how i love reading =)) but i don't read all books that i see, i'm actually choosy when it comes to its plot hahaha
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Yeah i still need to polish things up. the background is really irritating me! I uploaded the background in my photobucket to get the url and edit the html but it won't show up (obviously my background is plain white) grrrrrr.... and i still need to transfer the music and cbox. And if someone out there is reading this post and would like to be linked in this blog, just IM me in my yahoo messenger and give me your url... (i hope no one is reading this harhar!)
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We were once together with light Almost everyone thought that there is something between us We fought our problems together with might But we left ourselves isolated for we must
Orange
We laughed until tear runs down our eyes Ignoring what the majority would say We shared words of wisdom like we are about to die We watch as the time eats the rest of the day
Green
We together took a nap on a moving bus As the cold came and needed a jacket We ate our snacks and created a lot of mess Unknowingly, we closed our fist on our respective pockets
Black
Soon as the year ends Knowing we’re just best of friends, we never said goodbye We never thought our hearts would mend But we chose to hear our sweetest lies Sky blue
You, who had never, knew that I had loved you You, who had liked me all the way, I, who made our treatment as cold as dew, I, who had wished we’ll be together ‘till the end of the days.
As we all know this heat that we keep on complaining is now maximizing its revenge. What would really intensify our awareness is what about to happen. Though this may be prevented, the risk of too much heat may cause most of natural calamities, and even lack for water storage. This heat is not only affecting the continental part but also; our main source of food and livelihood (especially us living on the archipelago): the sea. Now what’s could be bothering there… most likely, 90% of the matured or big fish is now gone… now that plastics are invading their homes. Water evaporating from extreme heat would go up in the sky, since I said “extreme heat”, that would be on an extreme amount…. So as the law of nature says: what goes up must come down. Water on a great amount coming down from the sky… ah… you know what that means. If we are already bothered with the typhoon “Reming” and “Milenyo”, be more bothered to the next series of storm that would be coming because of this global warming. Another thing to happen is the worst ever you could say; the melting of the two polar caps. Now when these melt, water level shall surely rise, leaving low islands a new ruin for the next generation.
What could we do? Well I’m sure you now what. It’s just that; it’s hard for us to do it because we are more comfortable doings things that affect nature negatively, consciously or non-consciously. The next instruction is: move. The next question is: are you ready to face whatever happens? Or are you ready to live on the moon?
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Undirected Creative Force. Open, receptive, devoid of pre-conceived notions. Beginnings.
A young man holding the white rose of innocence in his left hand and grasping a vagabond's staff and satchel in the other, wanders with his gaze to the heaves, about to step into and abyss. His is the transformative journey of the spirit from innocence through experience into wisdom. his guardian and friend is the white dog symbolizing his own puppy like trust and faith, for which the world labels him The Fool.
The screaming vow of a haunting soul keeps the coldness of my life stable. The cold of irritating silence, that keeps me awake. The burning chambers of my eyes defy the plans of my wandering mind. Still I see things as concrete as it used to be. One big question is the sounds of booming thunder on the weak battlefield. They battle on the imaginary platform on where a thing becomes abstract. Like this text that cannot be understood by the majority, numbers of three awaken my passion for no such reason. I better use the definition of writing as “to express one’s self” for I already knew that only I can understand this.
The reflection of one’s wing on the concrete world becomes one’s dignity. Worlds that has conversion on matters linking the two. Funny ‘cause there’s no door to each of them.
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While I conceive my melancholy in this burning earth, I see thing as usual as the menacing hell. It’s like giving the ocean a tear on its birth
The world gave me million of words to carry And I gave them billions of souls to bury
The sunsets on my eyes can be seen on the horizon The church clangs the best of its bell And suddenly, everything return back to it’s oblivion Read more!
i found the courage to open again this blog and i am already tired of maintaining to many accounts so, so so i am going to delete my alternate blogger and transfer all of its contents here. Many stuffs to do like; transfer the cbox the music, the links, the footer the sidebar, the background .... hai. I'm just tired of being a loquacious blogger that's why i stopped posting and posting. so let the transferring begin!!!!!
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ngayun ko lang nagpagisip isip kung bakit nga ba sa ilang post ko sa kung saan saan, - sa multi, friendster blog or kahit dito, dull and dead at walang kabuhay buhay pa rin ang dating sa kin (or wag naman sana, sa marami.) Ngayon ko na nakita ang isa sa pangunahing rason kung bakit. Wala akong pinaglalaaanan at wala akong iniisip na pag laanan. sa dami ng ngyayari sa buhay buhay, sa bilis ng andar ng panahon at sa pagpupumilit na makahabol dito, wala akong kasama tumakbo o tumigil sa mga "pit-stop" ng buhay. Wala naman kasing oras. - o samakatuwid di ko magpaglalaanan ng pansin. Ang wirdo lang ng feeling ng parang gumagawa ka ng wala para sa wala na galing sa pinagpupunyagi mong mga karanasan.
'Di man lingid sa isipan ng marami, matagal na tong blog na toh na natigil dahil sa dami ng ginagawa at kwalan ng interes sa pagmamaintain nito. Hindi rin ako ganung kadaldal sa pagtytype ng araw araw na pagsasalaysay ng aking buhay - tutal alam kong walang magbabasa nito. Pero kahit na post ako ng post wahahaha, alam ko in someways na mapapasali to sa tinatawag na "invisible chain" - for more details, research. Kelan nga kaya, nakakabagot eh, umaandar naman kasi ang oras ng maxadong mabilis, minsan gugustuhin mong itigil ang lahat - very classic and superstitious way of thinking . Minsan nga, gusto mo pang bumalik. Mahirap mag enjoy ng mag-isa, mahirap magpakasaya ng nag-iisa ka lang. kahit na dati kang may kasama o panandalian ka lang iniwan. mahirap mag-isa.
Madaming nababago ang oras, kahit na ang pinaka least mong ineexpect na magbabago, mangyayari. Basta dapat sumunod ka sa oras at wag kang magpapaiwan - kahit na nakakapagod kung hindi, wala ka ng makikitang aalalay sa likod mo, lahat nauuna hindi lumilingon. Katangahan naman kasi eh, tumigil pa. hai. Gulo? yeah. INdirect to the point. :))
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mabilis lipulin ng oras ang lahat ng memorya, mabilis din na itoy maglaho sa ating isipan. Iilang mga bagay lang ang tumatatak at umuukit sa ating puso. Hindi nga lahat eh ninanais nating makalimutan, ito ay bahagi na ng buhay natin. Ang memorya ay ginawa upang ating pahalagahan ang bawat segundo, bawat araw, bawat luha, dugo at pulso ng ating puso. Ngunit dumadating ang panahon kung saan, tayo ay makakalimot, mawawala, mapaparowala sa kalungkutang dala ng salimuot ng tadhana. Hindi man lahat ay kaya nating lampasan, hindi man lahat ay kaya nating angkinin, may iilang ating makakayanan at ,magsisilbing gabay upang supilin ang mas malaking nakahambalang sa ating puso at buhay. Masalimuot ang buhay ng tao, maging ang tao mismo ay nagiging baliw sa kagandahan ng daigdig.
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*** Today we’ll travel the endless seas. The tears will be gone with our sorrow, Tomorrow you’ll see, Our hearts will never be again in the shadows***
Never be afraid of the dark my love, For our love will last ‘till the end With our vow of eternal happiness I promise, it will last until time fades….
Hum the song of the sea and fire We shall not die For our hearts have the wings of eternity…
Now let’s begin our journey to immortality, Today let’s sing the song of the kings, Fly as high as the clouds in the skies We will never die as long as the music is played Our hearts shall never despair
My love will be in the depth of the sea, Just to find our eternal paradise Though all is against, We shall search until the next life has ended….
First there is desire Then... passion! Then... suspicion! Jealosy! Anger! Betrayel! Where love is for the highest bidder, There can be no trust. Without trust,. There is no love! Jealosy. Yes, jealosy... Will drive you 
"pit-stop" ng buhay. Wala naman kasing oras. - o samakatuwid di ko magpaglalaanan ng pansin. Ang wirdo lang ng feeling ng parang gumagawa ka ng wala para sa wala na galing sa pinagpupunyagi mong mga karanasan.
