Life is a free verse,
there are are no coincidence only inevitability. Life is a free verse,
dare yourself not to falter on this menacing reality.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
nakakautal
sa gitna ng kasayahan, ng pupuntahang kasayahan, isang nagdurusa... panahon na eh, wala ng magagawa ang masakit ikaw naghihintay at alam mong pupunta ka na ng isang lugar na puno ng ligaya pero iiwanan mo na ang kasama mo ng ilang taon ang nagpagaang ng loob mo pumawi sa problema mo ang umintindi saiyo ngayong oras na saan ka pupunta? humihilakbo . nahahati ka sa pagiging madamot sa isang simpleng bagay sa iba sa pagiging sentimental sa isang malaking bagay para sa iyo hindi titigil ang oras para lang sa desisyon mo pati na ang kamatayan hindi rin yan maghihintay ngayon pa lang na naghihirap siya para lang makasulyap uli kahit isang bagay lang kahit isa lang bago siya pumikit ng tuluyan pero wala ka doon, umalis ka habang nagpapaalam ang isa salamat
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this story, i know, by now is very familliar to everybody. just in case...
One Day Love was with Friend, walking on the the road....
Then Love fell into a well
Why? . . . . . Because Love is blind . . . . Then suddenly.... Friend jumped to the well.. . . . Why? . . . . Because a Friend will do anything for love.
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time keeps on slipping away and we haven't learned
"is this what we deserve? Can we break free from chains of never ending agony?"
just to sum it all up... ang hectic ng schedule ngayun. now. ano ba pwede ipost hum....
. . . . . . . . ? Silence, sabi nga ni Paulo (ya ung kabarkada ko) Coelho; Silence is the greatest language of the univierse. Why? hum. maybe because only silence has the power to give various meanings to our different emotions. Sa lahat naman ng mga pangyayari may kahulugan ang katahimikan, pero hindi katahimikan ang sagot sa lahat. Mlamang. may magkakaintindihan b kung pareho kayung ni aniho eh hindi nagsasalita. Just imagine this. If you are waiting for your special someone to move, is there a chance for the two of you to be together if also he/she does the same? aba, wag na kayo magmahalan, maghintayan n lang kayo. (Aray)
etoh pa sana may sumagot nito sa comment page nito.....
If you learn that the one you love doesn't love you back, Would you chose to hear the sweetest lie or rather chose the bitterness of goodbye?
... think...
if you chose to hear the bitterness of goodbye, can't you live in a perfect lie? without even knowing it IS a lie.
If you chose to hear the sweetest lie, isn't it irritating that even though how many times that someone broke your heart, crushed and shattered it.... you still love that person with the small pieces left?
.... tama na nga, baka andami na natatamaan eh =)) even though you are broken hearted, you must find joy in suffering... and learn to love again... and again.
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mabilis lumipas ang oras. alam nanaman ng lahat yan. mahirap nga lang aminin. Sa bilis nito, hindi natin namamalayan ang pagbabago, kasi pilit nating tinatago na nagbabago na ang ating buhay.
Ano ang pakiramdam ng unti unti mong nasasaksihan ang pagkitil ng oras sa buhay ng matagal mo ng kasama, kaakibat. sa isang pinagkakatiwalaan mo, ikininatutuwa mo pagnakikita, nag aalis ng pagod at problema mo. sa isang araw, nakita mo na unti unti, nagbabadya ang kanyang pagkawala, unti unti. hindi m matiis, hindi m makaya. sa mga panahon wala kang mapanigan, makausap, naghihintay lang siya pero ngayon, iba na ang hinihintay niya. Masakit makita na ang pagupos na lamang ng apoy ang hinihintay nito. Ikaw, saksi doon, nagtitimpi, nagpapanggap na malakas.
Walang paraan para maibalik. tuluyang nawawala ng unti unti. ang iyong kasama, nagiisang kapanalig.gaano nga kaya kasakit. lalu na alam mong ikaw rin ay naiipit sa dami ng aalalahanin. siya naman ay naghihintay lamang. mabilis ang pagpatay ng oras. kaya kailangan, namnamin nanatin ang bawat segundo. dahil masakit maiiwanan ng lahat.
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nothing else. no definition needed. love simply is. why would we complicate its definition if this word is all about simplicity. the ways of loving, the way WE 'love' and the way we understand love is complicated, but God made it for mankind with such passion, with such energy that leads us to the state of perfection. peace.
Is love a gentle death? yes. a soaring pain? a sweet wound? yes. is love a state of comfortability? yes. Why? because love simply is love. above everything else, this is all we need. it is a many splendid thing. it comes from our nature, and it ends... never. now, define love...? "love simply is." - athena, the witch of Portobello, a novel by Paulo Celho.
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everyone is losing their lucidity in reacting to whatever issue they see. In this post I criticize those who put small non sensible comments to the post of someone who would like to show a rhetorical idea.
Una, bakit ka magpopost about the structure of one’s post samantalang hindi ka man lang nagreact sa gustong sabihin ng cocomentan mo? Pwera na lang kung hindi ka marunong umintindi o hindi mo maintindihan o wala ka lang talagang pakielam. Again, sana naman maisip natin na hindi lahat ng sasabihin ng isang tao ay “product of boredom/ennui” lang.tigilan muna ang kuro kuro. Alamin m ung sinasabi kesa dakdak ng dakdak sa mga bagay na wala ka naming kapasidad para maiintindihan.Ang pananaw ng isang tao ay hindi biro, hindi ito laging kapantay ng sa iyo, at higit sa lahat hindi ito ginagawang butas para lang nakapagsulat ka ng bagay na hindi kailangan sabihin o wala naming kwenta kahit ilang ulit mo sabihin. So palagay ko either walang magcocomment ditto OR susundin nyo to OR negative reaction OR isang patunay na maraming gumagawa nito sa inyo OR wala ka lang talagang pakielam sa mga bagaybagay. Un lang po bow.
falling again, only to the ground never on your hand never to be found
stressful week, everyday something to do. i cant find time to talk to you but in my mind, each morning is a gift 'cause there's a chance for my heart to lift.
even though our words do not rhyme i'll make sure everything will be fine a day will be over in a day or two even in failure i know we can get through
the sky is dark, raindrops again embarks to fall again but never in your heart only in the dark lost, never to be found.
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wala ako magawa kahit madaming gagawin kaya.... ipapaste ko na lang dito ung mga blogpost ko sa multiply bwahahahahaha! - in english... since i have nothing to do - though i suppose to do alot of things, i am going to paste my blog post from my multiply here. now. - in japanese (joke lang d ako marunong!) wakarimasen?
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1st day? yeah. weird. boring. crucial. boring and absurd. so what will i expect? hm. probably more rainy days, wet street, less sleep. more things to do and so on. wala lang just posting this para naman may mapost. xurrently reading english lit and anglo saxon with beowolf
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im not really into blogger - the main reason why i can't maintain this site. im not into posting everything - anything. there's so many work to do here and i'm to lazy to do it. :)) Hands down to all of you that can post once a day rather than once in a lifetime.... just like this post my mind is suffering from nonsense and laziness, with a mix of being gluttonous and sleepaholic - if there's such word.
Vacation days are almost over, and i must adjust my sleeping time from 3am -1pm to 10pm- 5am and i have no idea how to do it. hmmm maybe i can... punch myself ? sleeping pills? morphine? - almost the same drain my eyes? watch barny? read a whole book? .......dunno one thing for sure i can... close my eyes.
ha............... what else to say....... i don't know hahahahaha. xori for wasting 2 mins of you life. next time i'll post something worth reading like the cruel witch of the north - kidding :)) or something like ... i hate my new section because it's the same with my section last year. and i really hate it because i do. - understand? yah i know, :))
boredom
" THE GREATEST THING YOU'LL EVER LEARN IS JUST TO LOVE AND BE LOVED IN RETURN"
madaling araw na, wala lang gusto ko lang magpost ng magpost.
Hindi ako kasi open ng iba na magsasabi ng sked ko ibang ato :)) who the f**k cares? :)) kailangan k bng sabihin ung intimate places or reasons sa kung anu anu? lalu na sa mga taong i never personally met? pa minsan minsan katulad ng recent post ko, sinasabi ko pero with intent to show sa iba na baka interested sila (like anu na meron sa school since i've seen it lately) but not to the point na sasabihin ko, "kasama ko sa film shooting project sa school eh" or "xori nagshoot kami ng MTV" kasi naman wala akong balak ipahayaaagg sa buoooonggg mundo ang mga ginagawa ko, lamang man sa iba or hinde. the same thing goes with brands and prices, bakit ba? anu naman kung 3k ang pantalon or 3 for 100? :)) wla ako pakielam doon, not because ayoko pakielaman, pero what's the use? hindi ko kailangan magyabang. basta ako bininili ko or sinasabi ang gusto ko or kailangan ko,. i live with my own rights and will. and i will never allow myself to be dominated by others for their own selfish reasons. i stand because i can, not because you can't. i live because i have life not because i am going to get yours. i am the way i am made for others and myself not just for you. in my own personal ideas, i have factuality and fictions, sins and martyrdom. i live the way i can, shall, will and may. - okay i'll stop the crap. but gusto ko lang malaman ng iba na hindi porket hindi ako nagsasabi about these and that, eh meron akong life that's as plain as boredom. - see i'm not putting any details. yun lang yn. i don't have to be vocal to each and everyone, because there are other to people who needs to talk to me.
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... bought some books, some uniform, a shoe, a jacket and ate. and i met some of my schoolmates inside the campus and inside SM. :)) nakita ko ung tulay na ginagawa sa school! at guys mukang may mag shoshooting muli galing ABS CBN sana di na nila gamitin ung canteen para di tayu mahihirapan! wahahaha at ang sofdrinks P25 isa! (halos ganun din naman diba?) so yeah next week labasan list ng sections
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pupunta ako ng school ngayun, bibili ng bagong uniform at books, ng sapatos at sando. magpapainstall ng xp sa laptop ng ate ko. kaya wala ako ng buong araw. period. bow. Tata! adios.
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So many movies with sequels so here are some of them: Ice Age 3 The Mummy 3 The Quantum of Solace - James bond (sequel to Casino Royal) The Dark Knight - Batman 2 High School Musical 3 Indiana Jones 4 Harry Potter : half blood Prince Toy Story 3 *3d Prince Caspian X files 2 : i want to believe The incredible Hulk Hellboy 2 The Golden Army Star Wars the Clone Wars Saw V Madagascar 2 The Punisher 2 : Warzone
And some of the movies coming up are based on a novel the Lovely bones Coraline - 2009 in 3d (IMAGINE 3D!) Life of Pi (?) - i'm not really sure about this The Happening
and in 2011, there are rumors that this year is going to be a "year of sequels for Disney" and if this is true we must see these films:
National Treasures 3 Pirates of the Caribbean 4 The Prince of Persia (sands of time) ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ if you want to see the trailers just type them in youtube. Some unfortunately doesn't have a trailer yet. and some are just rumors. If you want to confirm the said movie, go to IMDB.com or for more details.
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First there is desire Then... passion! Then... suspicion! Jealosy! Anger! Betrayel! Where love is for the highest bidder, There can be no trust. Without trust,. There is no love! Jealosy. Yes, jealosy... Will drive you
MAD!
Roxanne You don't have to put on that red light Walk the streets for money You don't care if it's wrong or if it is right Roxanne You don't have to wear that dress tonight Roxanne You don't have to sell your body to the night
(Christian, Ewan McGregor) His eyes upon your face His hand upon your hand His lips caress your skin It's more than I can stand (Roxanne) Why does my heart cry? (Roxanne) Feelings I can't fight You're free to leave me, but just don't deceive me And please believe me when I say I love you You que te quiero tanto, qué voy a hacer Me dejaste, me dejaste En un tango El alma se me fue Se me fue el corazon Ya no tengo ganas de vivir Porque no te puedo convencer Que no te vendas Roxanne (Roxanne, you don't have to put on that red light) Why does my heart cry? (Roxanne, you don't have to wear that dress tonight) Feelings I can't fight (Roxanne, you don't have to put on that red light) (Roxanne, you don't have to wear that dress tonight)
El tango de roxxane is a song from the movie Moulin Rouge. But what does Moulin Rouge means? Moulin = Windmill and Rouge for Red meaning, A Red Windmill. I really love this part because of its passion and the way it is done, it is really bold. For those who wants to watch this part, here is the clip:
it is quite different from the movie, i don't now why but this is not the exact clip.
i guess this is enough for a while, a new look for my resurrected blogspot. wahaha i'll try to post more if time will let me, and if there are anything to post.
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Now i'm entering 3rd year, how fast time goes by nah?
The summer of 2008 is one of my favorite summer 'cause we manage to have an overnight stay!!! yipeee! ( for my close friends i know that you know what had happened the past years) And i have read 8 novels this summer namely...
1) The witch of Portobello - Paulo Coelho 2) The Lovely bones - Alice Sebold 3) The Zahir - Paulo Coelho 4) The Wright 3 - Blue Balliet 5) The Joy Luck Club - Amy Tan 6) Dekada '70 - Lualhati Bautista 7) Ang Tundo Man May Langit Din - Andres Cristobal Cruz 8) Life of Pi - Yann Martel
and im currently reading : Les Miserables by Victor Hugo up next: Sa Mga kuko ng Liwanag *forgot the author Weeeeee how i love reading =)) but i don't read all books that i see, i'm actually choosy when it comes to its plot hahaha
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Yeah i still need to polish things up. the background is really irritating me! I uploaded the background in my photobucket to get the url and edit the html but it won't show up (obviously my background is plain white) grrrrrr.... and i still need to transfer the music and cbox. And if someone out there is reading this post and would like to be linked in this blog, just IM me in my yahoo messenger and give me your url... (i hope no one is reading this harhar!)
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We were once together with light Almost everyone thought that there is something between us We fought our problems together with might But we left ourselves isolated for we must
Orange
We laughed until tear runs down our eyes Ignoring what the majority would say We shared words of wisdom like we are about to die We watch as the time eats the rest of the day
Green
We together took a nap on a moving bus As the cold came and needed a jacket We ate our snacks and created a lot of mess Unknowingly, we closed our fist on our respective pockets
Black
Soon as the year ends Knowing we’re just best of friends, we never said goodbye We never thought our hearts would mend But we chose to hear our sweetest lies Sky blue
You, who had never, knew that I had loved you You, who had liked me all the way, I, who made our treatment as cold as dew, I, who had wished we’ll be together ‘till the end of the days.
