Friday, November 17, 2006

illiterate relation

Illiterate relation
I wanted to die
On a neat white aisle

I gently lay down
And set a frown

I closed my eyes
And tossed the dice

In front of the altar
I uttered no word
I put my hands on my chest
Looking like a crest
I felt cold
I felt odd

A tear run down my eye
The fear made me exiled

The dawn waits
The morning mourned
The night died
The afternoon passed

I uttered a prayer
That made me shivers
I settled my heart
I made my earth

The wind blew
My mind knew
That I'm about to be free
From my thoughts so weary

I can't catch my breath
That reminds me of death

It's my fate
I'm never a mate
It's my road
Where I grew old

I'm isolated
Terminated


Read more!

Secrets of suicidal (free verse)

Secrets of suicidal

All my life, I wanted to meet
Somebody who knows
To speak,
And to listen
I’ve been a listener
And I tried my best to speak
But no one bothered to listen
Even just to glance

Now I’m happy
I found a place where
I can speak freely
People who accepted me
My behavior, views
And intimate thoughts
I felt great

I pity myself
For three years of trying
I got someone who can’t value me
My works
And my achievements

How I wish my beloved ones
Accept the fact
That I worked hard
Fell
Deep
Down
Not even they
Can raise me up

For all my wounds
It didn’t heal
I just can’t feel them
Coz I’m dead
Long dead
Longing to live
And you killed me
Tenderly
Softly


Read more!

The passionate cloud

The passionate cloud

If I could be the one
If I cloud just glance at you
For once

The clouds sets a mile
When the road sets the mile

In my ocean of dreams
Inside me by means
The pain that soar
More than a broken oar
The sweetness of the rose
From my passion arose

Could there be any hope,
To cut off the rope?
Could the cloud be so mean?
When I try to get everything

The adorable wind
From my passionate mind
Sees you as a stone
That shines on its own

If only the gentle death could make us alive,
Then I would set a million stars to collide

If only our veiled heart
Can release its dove
On its own

If only my world
Is not parallel to
Your heart

How I wish…


Read more!